I've came to realise that what does "Don't judge a book by its cover" really means. Usually, its used to describe people who appear to be good when they actually have bad intentions. I mean, no one person in this world understands another person completely, right?. Well, now I'm not blogging about anyone being bad or anything.. But its just.. sometimes... things may not be what it seems. And for that, I really wish that there is someone out there...who would understand me... not totally, but at least... understand. It make me feels so empty, it is as if theres no one in this world that understands me (except myself, duh). So, today, we were going through our chinese practise paper. And there was this passage about friends, saying that real friends are hard to come by.. I've met one, cassandra, but ever since we left primary school, we drifted apart, even though we still do talk to each other once in awhile. I find it so difficult to be able to find someone in our school that I can confide in... someone as truthful as cassandra, who will tell me my mistakes, correct me, who will be honest with me. I hope people could tell me, in my face, if theres anything, that they don't like about me. At least by telling me, you are helping me to change for better. Why, be that coward to speak ill of me behind my back? I'll really appreciate it if you could have told me from the start that you didn't like whatever I was doing. Do I really not have any close friends? Or rather, do I even have a friend now?... This feeling is just aweful, plain aweful, it drives me nuts.